suicide... one of the most selfish things you can do. you are hurting the people around you more than yourself. have you ever seen the family of a person who commits suicide? it is the most painful thing to see as they are on their knees crying and shaking their head asking "was there anything i could have done?" if life is truly depressing, you need to find some way out of it. and just so everyone knows, i know what i'm talking about. unfortunately i had a rough past which led me to 2 years of suicidal thoughts and deep depression. i was living through a pointless exsistence, where hope was no where in my heart. i finally started to recover my life when i picked up my bible and read a verse. i remember crying for hours and realizing that "this is not the way i want to live my life. if i want to change my life i have to change how i live." and so i did. and for the past 2 years i've had the happiest time of my life.