Pool Party

[Vector]

you know what's gay? i have to see that my ex every day.


as some of you may know, we broke up because she didn't feel the same way as she did before (we went out for 8 months). a week after we broke up, i tried, and did, get us back together, although i decided to break it off because i was afraid that it would become like kicking an dead horse. that was last june. we didn't really talk that much over the summer.

when we got back to school, i tried moving on, i was talking to several chicks, which kinda digged me, but alas, i could not continue this, for my eye was still fixed on my ex-girlfriend. she was/is my best friend, and i am to her also, still. we would still hang out from time to time, at school, she's kind of cold, but when we're alone at her house we always have something going on. it's there, i swear i'm not crazy. for example, we lay next to each other and stay really close when we watch t.v., and we still act the same around each other (excluding the bf-gf stuff).

one day, i told her i still liked her, this was met by an uncertain answer, i took it with a negative tone, but we didn't really have time to talk because we were interrupted. that happened in december. on january 1st we hung out and we were really flirting with each other, but i didn't make a move, because i thought it would be rejected.

now, we still talk and we've been hanging out still, i'm waiting when to make the right move. everything's got to be perfect. even now i'm still not sure if i should do it. from my perspective, it is a love/hate type of relationship. some days i just want to lift her in my arms and kiss her, and other days i just want to sock her in the face. it's pretty obvious that i like her, and she knows, but i know she would never really make the first move (if she's interested) because she's pretty prideful and whatnot.

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wow, that sucks

my problem is a lot less...ugh
but it still sucks

so my ex and i still like each other, we talked every night and shes the only person IRL that can order me around and i listen with out resentment and over winter break i flew to NY to see her for a few days. problem is she is off in israle for like 5 months (only 4 left ) and because of the time difference we are lucky if we get to talk for more than 2 minutes a day. i feel like we are drifting apart because everything has changed. we are going to the same camp this summer for a month and im hoping that solves it.

on top of all that i need to ask for a 3rd (yep, i fucked up a second time) chance at camp because i just cant move on, there are 3 people a lot hotter than her who like me right now but i dont want anyone but her ;_;

[wethepeople]

you know what's gay? i have to see that my ex every day.


as some of you may know, we broke up because she didn't feel the same way as she did before (we went out for 8 months). a week after we broke up, i tried, and did, get us back together, although i decided to break it off because i was afraid that it would become like kicking an dead horse. that was last june. we didn't really talk that much over the summer.

when we got back to school, i tried moving on, i was talking to several chicks, which kinda digged me, but alas, i could not continue this, for my eye was still fixed on my ex-girlfriend. she was/is my best friend, and i am to her also, still. we would still hang out from time to time, at school, she's kind of cold, but when we're alone at her house we always have something going on. it's there, i swear i'm not crazy. for example, we lay next to each other and stay really close when we watch t.v., and we still act the same around each other (excluding the bf-gf stuff).

one day, i told her i still liked her, this was met by an uncertain answer, i took it with a negative tone, but we didn't really have time to talk because we were interrupted. that happened in december. on january 1st we hung out and we were really flirting with each other, but i didn't make a move, because i thought it would be rejected.

now, we still talk and we've been hanging out still, i'm waiting when to make the right move. everything's got to be perfect. even now i'm still not sure if i should do it. from my perspective, it is a love/hate type of relationship. some days i just want to lift her in my arms and kiss her, and other days i just want to sock her in the face. it's pretty obvious that i like her, and she knows, but i know she would never really make the first move (if she's interested) because she's pretty prideful and whatnot.

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Man, that sucks. I'd just go for it. If its driving you to hysteria, just lose it and ask her. Make the move. If she blows you off, take it in stride. <_< Don't wait for perfection. You know what the perfect time is? When you see her. Screw the people around (Not literally. :x) and just go for it man.

[Vector]

you know what's gay? i have to see that my ex every day.


as some of you may know, we broke up because she didn't feel the same way as she did before (we went out for 8 months). a week after we broke up, i tried, and did, get us back together, although i decided to break it off because i was afraid that it would become like kicking an dead horse. that was last june. we didn't really talk that much over the summer.

when we got back to school, i tried moving on, i was talking to several chicks, which kinda digged me, but alas, i could not continue this, for my eye was still fixed on my ex-girlfriend. she was/is my best friend, and i am to her also, still. we would still hang out from time to time, at school, she's kind of cold, but when we're alone at her house we always have something going on. it's there, i swear i'm not crazy. for example, we lay next to each other and stay really close when we watch t.v., and we still act the same around each other (excluding the bf-gf stuff).

one day, i told her i still liked her, this was met by an uncertain answer, i took it with a negative tone, but we didn't really have time to talk because we were interrupted. that happened in december. on january 1st we hung out and we were really flirting with each other, but i didn't make a move, because i thought it would be rejected.

now, we still talk and we've been hanging out still, i'm waiting when to make the right move. everything's got to be perfect. even now i'm still not sure if i should do it. from my perspective, it is a love/hate type of relationship. some days i just want to lift her in my arms and kiss her, and other days i just want to sock her in the face. it's pretty obvious that i like her, and she knows, but i know she would never really make the first move (if she's interested) because she's pretty prideful and whatnot.

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Man, that sucks. I'd just go for it. If its driving you to hysteria, just lose it and ask her. Make the move. If she blows you off, take it in stride. <_< Don't wait for perfection. You know what the perfect time is? When you see her. Screw the people around (Not literally. :x) and just go for it man.

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totaly this

[King Pengu]

Hmm

[—-]

Short version, I had a friend tell me he was really into me *before* he got with his girlfriend. Another one tell me he liked me the day before he was moving to PA, and then someone else tell me another guy liked me the summer I switch schools.

[superdude1000]

Short version, I had a friend tell me he was really into me *before* he got with his girlfriend. Another one tell me he liked me the day before he was moving to PA, and then someone else tell me another guy liked me the summer I switch schools.

Wouldn't the last two do it because then they didn't have to worry about rejection or seeing you every day but knowing that you didn't feel the same way?

Hey, that rhymes.

[—-]

Oh yeah, that makes it cool. But the first I see him every Friday o__o

[superdude1000]

Oh yeah, that makes it cool.

Not really...

But the first I see him every Friday o__o

Awk-ward...
Why exactly did he get with his girlfriend if he 'likes' you?

[Crunka]

yeah, you guys are right.

i'll probably do it this week. i can't go over to her house because she works most of the time, plus her mother is always there :\ so i might have to do it during school at lunch (we have out-of-school-lunch, meaning we can walk, drive, etc, to nearby places). if it comes to that then i guess i'll do it.

as for vector, i guess patience for you seems to be the best option, IMHO. but you should keep your options open.

[Shyox]

Things are going really great with Lauren right now... It's crazy, this is the point in my life where it's the most depressed, the saddest I've ever been, and also the happiest in a long time.

"I'm in love with her, and I feel fine"

[King Pengu]

Short version, I had a friend tell me he was really into me *before* he got with his girlfriend. Another one tell me he liked me the day before he was moving to PA, and then someone else tell me another guy liked me the summer I switch schools.

THIS REALLY SUCKS!!!

[—-]

Oh yeah, that makes it cool.

Not really...

But the first I see him every Friday o__o

Awk-ward...
Why exactly did he get with his girlfriend if he 'likes' you?

He's mad in love with her or something. He must be really into her, because she looks terrible. @_@ I mean, I don't think I look good at all, but damns, I'm better then she is. o_o

[King Pengu]

The way you look like is not everything that counts. Money is still more important.

[—-]

I don't think she has more money then I do O__o

But it's not fair, or, at the least, makes no sense. He's always telling Amanda (our friend) how much him and I  have in common with music/guitar/etc. and other stuff. @_@ And he rarely talks about his gf unless its about a problem.

o_o

[King Pengu]

Maybe he wants you to be jealous?

[—-]

He isn't the type.

[King Pengu]

Maybe he is, you just didn't realize?

[—-]

I've known him for years, he's told me things his gf doesn't even know. >_> I think I know him better then that.

[King Pengu]

Hmm. Then he's a very strange person.

[superdude1000]

Hmm. Then he's a very strange person.

Or maybe you're a very strange person! Ha ha! I've got you now!