Thoughts on suicide?

[ace of spades]

Hell, I'd already be dead if my knife was sharper (I totally flipped out and made over 100 cuts...yes I counted...on my arm, and if the knife had been sharper, it probably would have bled out enough to do some serious crap to me), or if I had a gun.

what made you flip out?

Aside from the fact that I've always wanted to die, and believe that life is completely pointless, I found out the woman I loved was...you get the point.
inb4"That is not a good reason. blah blah blah"
Well, it is when you couple it with constant suicidal thoughts, and blahblahblahblaksdfjaslf.

And last I remember, the count was somewhere around 132 in just four hours. On my left inside forearm.

oh... i won't deny that love is painful, because it is. i know i don't have the right to ask this, but i will, did she know that you loved her?

[bioakky]

If she didn't know, then she sure as hell was deaf.

[King Without A Crown]

thats actually brutal dude. i find it hard to even imagine how bad your life must be to do that to yourself. however, i'm going to need to learn how, because i plan on being either a psychologist or high school counsellor, so i try to help the best i can in these situations. my girlfriend when i met her was bulemic and cut her arms when i met her...when i saw the scars i actually almost cried...this cute, tonicular girl hated herself so much that she cut herself...thankfully now she hasn't cut herself since she met me, and we just went to the first meeting for eating disorders yesterday.

[bioakky]

In other news, it's good to see you again. (For some reason, I haven't seen you since like two weeks before the forum move. >_> Maybe I just wasn't looking hard enough.)

[King Without A Crown]

yeah i erally havent posted as much as i used to...im increasing my activity though. i've posted a lot in the have you done it topic....>_>

[Flask]

Man. Anyone who even contemplates suicide for any reason is stupid beyond belief. I don't think people comprehend the fact that there IS NO EXISTENCE BEYOND LIFE. I think religion has a part in suicide, because some people think that there is an afterlife. But why risk the only thing you could ever without a doubt be sure of (Your own life) on something like the religious belief that there is an afterlife? Religion is made up based on some weird crap.

And whatever pain you're going through, whatever heartbreak or trauma or physical turmoil you're going through, the only thing it all shows is that you're living. Hurt only shows that you have a life, and that you're in it, right now. People invented happy and sad. People invented emotion. It all boils down to the fact that you're in this world. So by removing yourself from this world...that's just the end. That's the end.

[King Without A Crown]

and isnt there some thing in religion where if you kill yourself you sinned so youre going to hell anyways?? im not sure i know nothing about religion but i remmember that from like kingdom of heaven

[bioakky]

I don't think people comprehend the fact that there IS NO EXISTENCE BEYOND LIFE. I think religion has a part in suicide, because some people think that there is an afterlife.

...that's the reason I want to die. I don't want to exist any more than I already have. And I'm anti-religious, and don't believe in any afterlife.
I'm just too much of a pussy to actually finish it.

[invincible13matt]

If you are still here, then you should continue to live. If you don't die from something outside your control, then God still has need of you somewhere else. Suicide is foolish. You may not see it this, way, but people still need you. It doesn't matter the circumstance, regardless of what you have, what problems you have, there is nothing bigger than God. Trust in him, and life will go fun. I would know. I'm brink suicidal, life sucks and stuff, but still, I've got Jesus. All I need there.

[bioakky]

If you are still here, then you should continue to live. If you don't die from something outside your control, then God still has need of you somewhere else. Suicide is foolish. You may not see it this, way, but people still need you. It doesn't matter the circumstance, regardless of what you have, what problems you have, there is nothing bigger than God. Trust in him, and life will go fun. I would know. I'm brink suicidal, life sucks and stuff, but still, I've got Jesus. All I need there.

I'm anti-religious

Just in case your message was pointed towards me.
If it wasn't, then disregard this, except you must realize that not everyone believes silly religions.

[invincible13matt]

"silly religions"? I'm not talking about a religion. I'm talking about a relationship.

[Flask]

Even if life sucks, it's the only thing that you're ever going to have. Ever.

[invincible13matt]

well, except for eternity, Flask. Life with or without God.

[ace of spades]

i won't deny that suicide always seems stupid to outsiders, but even now, looking backi can't believe i was once thought and acted that way. i've realized how much i love my life and most importantly, the people in it. i've come along way in the past 4 years, and the path to get to this "better" me wasn't an easy one. there were too many days of endless tears and crying myself to sleep... but i got through it all with the help of my sister and my God. sometimes you need to tell someone about your problems, so they can help you. i did, and it was the first step out of that life of pathetic exsistence and into a life with meaning and purpose.

[Divineslasher]

I've thought about suicide many ties in the past(im not gonna go into detail why i was gonna commit suicide). But i decided not to go through with it and see what life still have to offer. So far its been good actually, I've met my dream girl and i've made a good friend that i can trust. The way i would've gone was by jumping into a car, poisoning myself, running through a busy highway system, having the police shoot me and etc. But i was very young when i was thinking of suicide and i had lost faith in god when i was thinking like that.  To this day i dont believe in god and i've been better than i ever was. Im kinda going through some hard times now. But i'll get through it by myself and maybe with the help of my friends.(thats if i let them help)

[ace of spades]

i'm glad you've chosen to continue life.  =)

[mike1312]

Suicide is (most often) a permanent solution to a very temporary problem.

in my experience anyway.

[Delta1212]

I've never really contemplated suicide. My outlook as always been "I'm gonna die someday anyway. If I die now, I might miss something interesting, like an alien invasion or the Red Sox winning the World Series." See, that's one of two down!

P.S. bioakky, did you ever post a video of you cutting "RI" into your arm?

[Moth]

I wouldn't do it.

[bioakky]

P.S. bioakky, did you ever post a video of you cutting "RI" into your arm?

Yep, that was me.